Never Again Without You

Random Poetry Time:

The decision is no longer yours,

this time it is up to me

But in the middle of this crossroad,

I stand motionless and weak

At all sides I am supposed to see choices,

different ways to take

But I see nothing but this grey mist,

this blur before my face

I need your help so fucking much,

but I hate that I do

I wasn’t supposed to be wrong,

I used to be so fucking strong

Now  there is only one thing I know,

the direction in which I fall

And the sharp edge of knives,

the ignorance of your wall

I will never hope for anything again,

that I ever will suffice

Or that I can exist without you near,

I am not able to rise

I have no phobias but there is one thing I fear,

Never again without you